:: my thoughtz ::

:: 12.05.2002 ::

Aaliyah
I Miss You...


Itz funny how people can just change on you at the drop of a hat...or at the drop of a man rather...Itz kool though...I was prepared for thingz to be different when he got back...and not even 24hrs to arrival...people are already acting different...You know when you were little...you might have a toy...and your friend would have a better toy...you would be really nice to this friend and alwayz work thingz out with this friend..because you knew that he/she had something that you wanted from them and you didn't want to spoil that over a stupid disagreement...but once your mother or father bought you a newer toy that made the old toy less important to you...whenever your friend would say something that you didn't lyke...instead of working thingz out lyke you did when you wanted their toy and friendship, you'd just be lyke..."Peace"...Remember that? Well...thatz how thingz are going to be..I see that now...itz all good...lyke I said...I wasn't expecting thingz to be the same...but thiz quick? That really caught me by surprise...oh well...lyke I said before...If you love something...let it go...if it comes back...then it was yours...if it doesn't...it never was...I'ma leave it at that...

I had to present a rap in African American History yesterday...i did really good...no one in there can match my lyrical pralice...they ain't ready for me...

Finalz week iz next week...so I wont be writing in here until next Friday most likely...my gyrl Sherin iz supposed to be comin' to see me that Friday...but she'z said that before, so we'll see...I posted a picture of her below for your viewing pleasure...she's beautiful aint she? Don't tell her I said that..her head iz big enough...more gas would just make it explode...and I don't want that mess all over my floor...*smile* Uhm...what else? I don't remember anything else that I wanted to talk about...I'm getting my truck windowz tinted tomorrow...then i'm studying for exams all weekend...thatz about it...if something comez to me...then i'll post more lata...but I think thatz it...lata




:: 11:53:00 PM [+] ::
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Oops...
I forgot...


I forgot to tell ya' about my weekend...

Friday night, me and Maurice went to ride around...we went to Buckhead but it was dry...we saw a few people and we tripped out and had fun anyway...Saturday, we went to pick up my truck...i had to get the system put in...it sounds real nice! Then we went to Cumberland...watched GT get THRASHED by UGA...then we went to Lenox and saw all the beautiful women Atlanta has to offer on a Saturday at 8pm. I alwayz knew that Ga. had some pretty people..but damn...the mall closes at 9...Imagine if we were there earlier...anyway, we met up wit L and hiz cousin and we went to Buckhead wit' Maurice's boy Tio...It was colder than a S.O.B. out there..but L insisted that we walk around...since his cousin was from NY and wanted to see NY. Mo and Tio went home and we (me, L, and cousin) went to World Bar. I didn't dance because I was dressed too clean to have some nasty tryk rubbin all on me...but it was fun...I was bein stuck up and tellin chykz I had a gyrl or that i'd give em my number when i came back from upstairs/downstairs...it was fun! Now I know why stuck u chyz act like they do...I think I'ma do it more often...I don't usually act mean like that..but I was just feelin like bein an ass that night and it paid off...Sunday was chill day...I watched football and did reading for my psychology class...I have to meet my group at 5 to go over what we are going to present to Zoo Atlanta tomorrow...I'm anxious...I won't be as nervous when presenting to them for some reason...I just feel more relaxed around them than I do around my peers...weird, huh? Oh well...I aint gonna stress it...I needz to take a shower...I'll holla!


:: 1:54:00 PM [+] ::
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Life
too short to stress thingz...


Life revolves around situationz...Whether it be a relationship...work...family...life surrounds itself with situations and decisions...most of which cause stress if handled the wrong way...Life iz too short to stress shyt...if thingz don't work out...move on...if you do bad on a test...work harder...and do better on the next one...forgive and forget...

I've never been one to stress over thingz...at least I didn't think I did...but when thingz run thru my mind all day...I may not let the outside world see thru me...but unknowingly...I'm stressing about it...and I'm not going to let myself do that anymore...I had a bad presentation last week...oh well..itz over...I can't go back and do better..but I have a client presentation tomorrow with Zoo Atlanta...and I'm gonna rip that mutha***** up! Ya' heard me? I fell hard for a woman who was involved...and that was my mistake to get myself involved in the first place...but thatz over and I have moved on...I had a rift wit' my cousin some time ago...but thingz smoothed over..and now thingz are kool...shyt happenz...but it dependz on you on how long you allow it to control you...don't stress it...before you know it...your life will be over and you don't want to be the one saying..."I wish I had done this...done that...not done this..." I don't regret anything that I have done...and I will not regret anything in the future...

Below iz a poem I found...I really liked it...so I decided to post it...I hope you lyke it az much az I do...lataz



:: 12:42:00 PM [+] ::
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