:: my thoughtz ::

:: 2.21.2004 ::

Chingy...
One Call Away...


Aiight, I know the Ruben Studdard song wasn't up that long, but I was torn between Ruben & Chingy when I first decided to change Jagged Edge, so I decided to put Ruben on...and then change to Chingy later... Well, I guess now iz later... I'm really feelin' this song...

Everytime I hear it, I think back to the night me and my gyrl went skating... She got all excited because she wanted to dance (skate dance) to it, like the rest of the little couplez... But, az you know... I can't skate, so we just watched and pretended we were out there...lolz. Itz all good tho'... I'll get good soon... Then we'll be out there doin' the Eastside Skate and triple toe-loopz like the big boiz...

Anyway, without further adue (sp?)... CHINGY!!! (I'm mad I sound like a groupie...*smile*)



:: 5:48:00 PM [+] ::
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Saturday...
Too Good To Waste...


*Yawn*

It felt so good to be home yesterday... I was sooooo sleepy in my classes Friday, it was horrible. I usually sit up front in my classes, so I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to...(without bein' called out by my professor, that iz...) Luckily, I made it through the day...but in the future, I'll be in bed no later than 12, when I know I have to be up the next day..."Hehhn!" *smile*

I went by the hospital for a little while after class, around 3 or so... My grandfather was doing pretty good from what the nurses said...they just told me that about 30min prior to my visit, his breathing got a little heavy and erratic. That usually happens when patientz try and get themselves worked up... He can't speak with the trach' in his throat, so he usually gets a little upset and has these heavy breathing spells to display his disgust... I know how stubborn he can be at timez, so its sorta funny to see him get pissed at the nurses...lol. But, overall...he was doing good... Thatz all that matterz...*wink*

After leavin' the hospital, I came home to walk Gigi, then I left again to play basketball... Itz funny how I could have been so tired at school, but I had enough energy to hoop... Hmmm? Funny how thingz work out that way... I played for about an hour or so, and then it was time to return home for good... I was officially DONE! I was so tired, that after I walked Gigi again, I passed out on the bed in my stinky, sweaty basketball clothes... I eventually woke up in the middle of the night at about 12 or so, to take change clothes and take a shower... I'm not THAT nasty! lol!

You ever go to sleep too early, or earlier than normal...and have it alter your internal clock? Well...thatz what happened to me last night... I was so tired, that I passed out on the bed in my clothes or whatever, but I passed out at like 9PM. I usually don't fall asleep until like 3AM, so my body waz lyke "wat the hell'z goin' on here!?!?"... So when I woke up and took a shower, I REALLY wanted to hop back in bed and enjoy sweet slumber...but my body wouldn't shut off! I couldn't fall asleep to save my life... I called everyone I knew that was stil awake, but even after talking for a couple hours until they eventually got tired and passed out, I was still wide azz awake... I was sooooo awake, that I found myself actually enjoying a Jennifer Lopez movie... It was called "Maid in Manhattan"... It was a pretty good movie actually...but it was weird, because prior to watching it, I watched "Red Dragon". If you've seen either or both of the two, or know anything about them, you probably know why it was weird... One of the main characters in "Red Dragon"...actually the killer in the movie, is also J-Lo'z love interest in "Maid in Manhattan". lol! So, thoughtout the movie, she'z kissin' all over him and stuff, and I'm waitin' for him to turn around and brutally murder her sexi azz... But, thankfully, he didn't harm her...and i got to steal more and more peekz at that lil' gorilla she got in her trunk...lol.

Uhm... I haven't done much today, other than clean the house and walk Miss Gigi... Itz a really beautiful day outside, so I might wash my car... I'm thinkin' about goin' to the movies or somethin'... You gotta go somewhere when the weather'z as nice as it iz out... I would take thiz lil' nigga to the park, but she's so wild, she might bite someone and get us thrown in People's Court or Judge Mathis... So, she'll most likely be enjoying this day inside her lovely steel crate...*smile*

Anyway, I'ma go take a shower and see what I'ma get into... Holla at'cha!!!

Lataz

Boondocks...


:: 5:39:00 PM [+] ::
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I'm up!!!
Too Damn Early...


I got up early for my 9AM class for the first time in a long time... I am SoOoOOoOoO SLEEPY! I didn't go to bed until 3AM, and Gigi woke me up at 7AM, and threatened to pee in the house for the third consecutive day, if I didn't take her outside... So I did...

I usually go back to sleep and just attended the 1 o'clock section of my class, but I'm gonna try and start going to my proper section, just in case I need my professor to pull some strings for me at the end of the semester. I don't need any reason not to be able to get that extra point it takes to put me over the top. *wink*

Anyway, itz almost 11 and I have a class at 12, so I'm gonna try and steal a little nap in the library before I go to my next class... Lataz

P.S.
Someone remind me to start goin' to bed on time... I would leave that responsibility up to a certain "someone", but they lost pointz thiz morning...*smile* Any volunteerz?

Boondocks...


:: 10:48:00 AM [+] ::
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Pretty Good Day...
Redundant None-the-Less...


Watz da' deal?!? (I really don't talk like that... I just got tired of sayin' "Watz Good?"*smile*

Uhm... Today was normal as usual... I'm startin' to realize why I stopped writin' for so long... I must have had three or four consecutive dayz of redundancy, and just said fukk it...(lol).

Nah, but today was a little better than yesterday... I had a pop quiz in my Statics & Dynamics class... No comment!

After class, I went to the hospital to visit my grandfather... Uhm, he was a little better today than yesterday, from what the nurses told me... He had a procedure done today that caused him to be really tired and lethargic from all of the medication, but when I got there, he noticed me and reached his hand out to me... His kidneyz aren't functioning properly, so every other day he has to be administered what is called "dialysis". Itz basically a cleaning of the blood with water or whatever, and serves the purpose that a fully-functioning kidney would serve. When he was flown here from Jamaica, they began dialysis once his kidneyz started to fail, because if your kidneys aren't 100%, there leaves room for toxins to form in your body, that need to be washed out... Anyway, to make a long story short, the doctors placed the cathoder (sp?) <--the shyt that connectz to the tubes which perform the blood cleaning--< on the inside of his right leg, but to prevent him from getting an infection from it being in that area for so long, it needed to be moved today... Thus, that was what the "procedure" above is in reference to... Regardless, it was a successful procedure, and once again, we just have to wait it out and take it day by day from here... My nigga Cliff iz a soldier tho', so I know he'll pull it out! *smile*

After my visit at the hospital, I met up wit' my Babi for a little while... We don't get to see each other much durin' the week or whatever, so it was really nice just to see her and spend a little time face-to-face...Nah mean? I just love bein' around her, and it really made my day just bein' able to kick it and talk for a "lilbit"...(lol...inside joke).

Anyway, after that, I headed back to the crib and got on "that work"...(thatz the cool way to say "I did my homework") I'm actually just now finishin', after watchin' basketball off and on, and talkin' on the phone wit' wifey...*smile* I'm about to microwave a little snak, and take my azz to bed... Holla at'cha tomorrow...

Lataz

P.S.

Special shoutz to Mizz Trina for the really thoughtful email she sent today... That waz real nyce of you ma'... We both Thank You... *smile*

P.P.S.
I have a feeling that this entry iz not gonna make much sense, and I apologize in advance... I'm sleepy... Anyway, Goodnite!

Boondocks...


:: 11:40:00 PM [+] ::
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Dillema...
No Kelly & Nelly thiz tyme...


Another consecutive day of redundancy and repetition... Nothin' new to report... Somethin' happened, or "occured" to me last night that sort of puzzled me, but I don't know if I'm jumpin' the gun or not... I know that the person involved in my dilemma might read this, so maybe she can clarify what exactly she meant... Well, in a nutshell, she told me that it "sucked that you [me] have a gyrlfriend"... I mean, I'm not completely blind or nieve (sp?) to the fact that she has somewhat of an attraction to me, but when she said this, she had been around alot of people that were coupled up, and in addition to that, they were drinkin' & smokin'... She told me prior to this that she thinkz she may be high off "contact". For those that don't know what contact is, ask Bill Clinton... (lol).

Anyway, I think shorti iz real kool peoplez, and I'm glad that we have become friends, but I don't know where she draws the line on our friendship. I mean... I love my gyrl...and I'm definitely not gonna put myself in a position to risk that, but at the same time, I don't wanna look too deep into comments such as these, and lose a potentially good friend...Nah mean?

I told her that it was probably the weed talkin' and that I wouldn't believe anything that she said until she sobered up... Then she replied with somethin' along the lines of...

"So if I were to say that if I was having sex (disclaimer, because she doesn't have sex), that I would have it with you... You wouldn't believe me?"

I really didn't know what to say to that... It was unlike her to talk like that, so I completely disregarded the comment and replied "No."

My gyrl knows of her, because I've talked about her before, because ol'gyrl washed and braided my hair recently, but she has never physically met her before... I think I might have to keep it that way...(lol) I like our friendship, but if she continues to talk like this, I don't know if I can hold onto it. I don't want her to start liking me as more than what we are...which is friends. I respect my gyrl, I love my gyrl...and I'm not tryna do anything to mess that up. Ya dig?

But then again... I could be jumpin' the gun... I really don't know... I probably won't know unless I ask her, or unless she reads thiz... Hopefully, I'm just paranoid... But, in the case that I'm right about my feeling, itz gonna be really hard to deal with... I dunno...I may ask her about it tonight and see what she has to say about it... I'll keep ya posted...

Anyway, I got school shyt to do... Thiz iz the least of my worries... Lataz

Boondocks...


:: 8:02:00 PM [+] ::
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February 17, 2004...
Just Another Day...


Nothing new to report... Today was just a regular day... I woke up...Gigi pee'd in the house (which she managed to go about 2 months WITHOUT doing), I went to the class, studied in the library, now I'm on my way back home...

Before I go, I just wanna say this... I really love my gyrl... I mean..I don't know what it is about her that makes her so special, but...and I know itz gonna sound corny...but, she'z the first person I think of when I wake up in the morning, and the last one I think of before I go to sleep... When I'm in class, I try my hardest to concentrate on the joy of fluid mechanics and structures, but all I can think about iz wat my babi iz doin... I've never been in love before... I've never told someone..."I Love You" besides my immediate family, and actually meant it... But, I swear... I love, and I am IN Love with thiz gyrl... I'll say it again, and as many timez as it takes for anyone to believe it... L.N.H. iz my heart, and I love her more and more each day...and thatz my word...

Aiight, thatz enuff sensitive shyt for one day... I'ma fukk around and tear up in thiz bytch...(lol)

I'll write more later if some interestin' shyt popz off...

Lataz

My Heart


:: 6:57:00 PM [+] ::
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Funny Paperz...
Boondocks...


I got home at about 8 or so from shoppin' wit momz...then I cooked dinner, and itz about time to get ready for tomorrow... I love readin' the Sunday paper and seein' wat the Boondocks have to say next... A friend brought this to my attention the other day, and I tripped out, so I thought I'd share... Time to call wifey and go to bed...

Lataz...

Boondocks...


:: 10:57:00 PM [+] ::
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Ruben Studdard...
I'm Sorry 2004...


Itz about time I switched songz...

I didn't really like the "Fly Without Wingz" joint that they originally had thiz nigga singin', but I'm REALLY diggin' hiz new piece... Itz called I'm Sorry 2004... Enjoy!



:: 10:42:00 PM [+] ::
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Feb. 16, 2004
Just Anotha' Day...


Good Afternoon...

Not really much to write about... Miss Rain hasn't given me permission to disclose any further information about V-day 04', so I guess I'll have to leave it at that... Uhm, I just got out of class and I'm on my way out to Lithonia to go shoppin' wit my momz... I have a test to study for tonight, so I'll be doing that for most of the night. I found a nice job with Logistics and Management in the K-Mart Corp., so I might look into that for post-graduation opportunities... I told Rain that I could hook her up with free blue-light special dealz, but she'z trippin... She thinkz she'z too good for Fruit-o-the-loomz, I suppose...

Anyway, I need to bounce up outta here and be on my way to L-town... Holla back..

Lataz

Boondocks...






:: 4:22:00 PM [+] ::
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Valentine'z Day...
February 14, 2004...


Wat'z good?

Aiight, I got some good newz and some bad newz...

Good Newz:
Valentine'z Day was a complete success!!!

Bad News:
I saw the Howard Stern movie the other day, and if you know anything about Howard Stern, you know that he keeps nothing hidden about his personal life from his listeners... Well, his wife hates it, but thatz what makes Howard who he is, and thatz what pays their billz...so I guess thatz why she doesn't let it break them. Unfortunately, my Blog doesn't make me...and my readerz don't send monatary donations to the Coleman Fund, SoOoOooOOo...therefore, as to keep our special day, OUR special day, I will have to refrain from the detailz of V-day 2004...*frown* I'm sorry... But, just know that it went really, really, really well... She really enjoyed it, and I couldn't have asked for anything more than to see her face when the night was over...

I have to get up early tomorrow, so I gotta take a shower and hit the sack... If Miss Rain decides she wantz the world to know the specifics about yesterday, I might write more...but until then...Lataz

T.E.W.Y.A. - Together Even When You're Away... [[..:: L.N.H. - R.G.C. ::..]]


:: 2:00:00 AM [+] ::
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