:: my thoughtz ::

:: 8.15.2003 ::

Crate Time...
Get in...


oOoOoOh....She HATEZ that crate! *smile*

I finally found her a crate at PETsMART...when I got home, I put it together and put her in it... Thiz lil' nig'let yelped...and she yelped...and she yelped... She whined so long that I had to shut the door in my room and turn the music up until she fell asleep from cryin so much...( just like a baby). The purpose of crate training her iz to supposedly get her used to holding her bladder and shyt while I'm not home... The space is so compact and tight that if she shytz in it, she'll be sitting in her own filth... Princess GiGi iz too pretty for that...*smile*

I paid my school fees for the last time today... If all works out like I hope it will, I will be outta that damn INSTITUTION and on with my life... I want to work, but now I think I want to go to a real COLLEGE for graduate school. I want to enjoy real college life... Real college parties...real people with real personalities...all that stuff that i didn't experience at Ga. Tech... I don't know...I'll cross that bridge when I get to it... Anyway, GiGi iz asleep...and unless I want less than 6 hours of sleep, I think I'll join her...Lataz

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:: 12:42:00 AM [+] ::
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Short...
And to the point...


Anyone need an alarm clock? I've got two...one digital...one cocker spaniel...*smile*

What time did I wake up today? Well...my digital was set to 10...my puppy...set to 7... Who won? Well itz 9:58 now...take a guess? *smile*

I went to get GiGi a housebreaking crate yesterday, but they didn't have her punk azz size, so I have to look again today and find her one...I also have to pay some school feez and drop by my momz school later on... Princess GiGi iz gonna be home ALLLLLLL alone today...ooooooooh she'z gonna cry! *laugh* Sorry, that soundz evil... Awww...poor baby... Iz that better? *smile*

Nothin' big has happened to make note of, so thiz entry iz gonna be hella short...lataz

[[..::This iz a banner I made for my dimesonly page... [[Check Me Out]] I'm in a clique...*smile* We're called D.O.B. That standz for Dimes Only Baddest... There are some BAD AZZ women in our clique...*faint*..::]]



:: 10:20:00 AM [+] ::
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GiGi...
She'z baaaaaaaaaack...


AHHHHHH!!!!

I'm so mad!!! *yell*

I just wrote a whole novel size entry, and some dumbass computer error caused me to lose everything...now I have to try and remember what I wrote and start ALLLLLLLLL...L over! ( I had to add that extra L...just to emphasize how much I lost... )

GiGi...
Well... Princess GiGi iz back...*smile* I'm so happy to have her back... I bought this puppy training book, so we're in the process of "Confinement Training"... I have to keep her in the bathroom for increasingly periods of time, so she gets used to me not being around for long stretches of time...like when I'm in class...or at the club...*smile* We did the 2min and 5min exercise pretty good, but she'z struggling with the 10min stretch... BRB...she keepz whining, so now I have to go in there and give her "...a soft 'No!'...". I never heard of giving someone a soft "No!" with an exclamation point... Anyway, I'll try it...brb.

[[o0o0o 5minz pass o0o0o]]

Ok, I'm back... I don't know if that worked or not...she was so happy to see me, she just laughed when I gave her the soft "No!". I'm supposed to shower her with "Praise and Reward" when she goes the entire stretch without whining... So far she got treatz for the 2 and 5 minute sessionz...but she didn't get anything when I went in just a minute ago... I think she was a little peturbed about that, because I don't hear anything... I hope she didn't get pissed and drown herself in the toilet...*smile*

I never realized how much thiz lil' niglet was going to cost me... I might as well have adopted a child... I still have yet to get a leash...she still needs shots, a brush, toothbrush, crate, and numerous other "puppy toiletries"... Puppiez and babies are so much alike...the book sayz that she whines because she wantz me to come back and open the door...duh! Like I thought she was askin me to bring her back a spliff...*smile* But itz funny, because just like babies, she'll whine until she getz what she wantz, and if you keep running back to her everytime she whines, she'll eventually just whine on purpose to manipulate you and get whatever she wantz when she wantz it...just like a baby!!! Well, if Princess GiGi thinkz she'z gonna pull me on a string like Pinnochio, she'z got another thing comin...*smile* Let me stop lyin'...itz hard to hear her whinin' and just ignore it...I used to say that I was gonna just beat my kidz wit' an extention cord when they were bad, and throw salt on their wounds...but I'm startin' to think thatz not gonna happen...at least not right now...once I get used to GiGi whinin' for no damn reason, I'll prolly change back into the abusively stern, yet loving daddy that I'm gonna be...*smile*

Oh shyt...I think her 10minz iz up...let me "praise and reward" my gyrl...*smile*

[[o0o0o 5minz pass again... o0o0o]]

Ok, one last session... 30minz...then she'z done. When I left for the last time, she waz lyke "damn nigga...I think I understand the concept now..." *smile* Sorry G...just doing what the book tellz me... *smile*

I swear she'z just like a baby... She got so excited when I came back in, that she fell down tryin' to run to me...*smile* Either that, or she'z clumsy...*smile*

Let'z compare the two real quick... Babies eventually learn to walk on all fours...like puppies... Babies go thru a teething phase...so do puppies... If it weren't for diaperz, babies would shyt wherever they felt like it...and if it weren't for newspaper and grass, so would puppies... They are more similiar than you would ever imagine...the only difference is that puppies grow up to be loyal dogz to their ownerz...babies grow up to be loud, obnoxious teenagerz that wanna talk back, curse under their breath, and beg for money... After much deliberation, I think I'ma just keep GiGi and leave the baby stuff up to my wife...*smile*

I think her 30 minutez are up, but I'ma leave her in there until I finish writing, so we can go outside and "Drop Knowledge"... ( Oh, thatz what I call it when we go take a shyt... I ask her if she'z ready to go "Drop Some Knowledge"...*smile* )

Aiight, I think thatz enough about GiGi for one day...*smile*

Rain...
The topic everyone'z been waiting for...I'm sure. Well, before I talk about the latest development between Rain and myself, I just wanna vent about some thingz... First off...just to clear the air...Rain and I are not together...she'z single...and I'm single... We're just close friendz...and we like being around each other...I would chill wit' her everyday...well not EVERY day...but 5 out of 7 dayz of the week if I could...but I can't... So, we chill when we can...but I'm still free to go out wit' otha people... I waz talkin' to thiz chyk the otha day and she was trippin... She knowz who she iz...peep the convo...

[[o0o0o Convo. between Me and Gyrl X o0o0o]]

Me - Wat up?
Gyrl X - Nothing. What's up with you?
Me - Nothin' much... What you doin' tonight?
Gyrl X - Uhm... nothing that I know of...why? wassup?
Me - Oh, I was just wondering...you wanna chill later if you're free?
Gyrl X - Yeah, I would...but what about Rain?
Me - ??? *thinking* I don't remember saying anything about Rain...
Gyrl X - I read it on your BloG...
Me - Well I'm glad I didn't talk about how I caught HIV from a dirty needle at the doctor'z office...you might not have let me share that milkshake with you at McDonald's... Or about the herpes my boy claimz he got rid of... By the way, you never had sex with him did you???

Moral of the story...don't abuse your privaledges...

I write in my BloG and make it public, because I like to write...and people like my writing...my style...the dumb thingz I do...and most are just nosey... That fine! But... When you bring things up in conversation that I haven't even told you about, that urkz me... I know itz on my site...and granted...you know that I'm chillin' wit' someone named Rain...Sunshine...Cloudy Day...it doesn't matter... Until I say, "Hey Gyrl X, I'm seein' thiz gyrl named Rain...isn't that just the most unique name you've ever heard?", then act like you don't know anything. There are many people that read my BloG that I have never seen, talked to, even knew existed before... They read...laugh, smile, cry...whatever the case may be...and they go on about their lives... Itz like a soap opera...and for most people...itz just entertainment...not insight. I don't write so people can call me and talk about my problemz... I don't write so people can have the inside scoop on Rion and see what makez him tick... I write because I like to write...and itz a way of expressing myself... I choose to let otherz read what I write, because itz just my life...and if your dyck getz hard off of my life and you get so obsessed that you can't read and keep it to yourself...then I suggest you stop reading... I won't take my site down...because there are quite a few of those who respect [[..::my thoughtz::..]]. But if thiz problem continuez, I will just have to discontinue my conversationz wit' people like Gyrl X...because itz obvious that she and otherz can't handle it...*smile*

[[o0o0o End of Vent o0o0o]]

Oh shyt... I forgot about GiGi...she'z been in there for at least an hour...oops! *smile*

[[o0o0o 1 min passes... o0o0o]]

Ok, she'z aiight... Someone call Family Services...I'm guilty of neglect...*smile*

I think I've written enough...I hope this one doesn't erase...or I'ma tear some shyt up...*smile*

Lataz

[[..::Thiz pic iz of me and da' iLLestberry... [[o0o Lauren o0o]] She was helpin' to take my braidz out in thiz pic...she hatez thiz picture, but I like it...and itz MY page...so I'm postin' it...*smile*..::]]



:: 2:55:00 PM [+] ::
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GiGi...
I Miss My Baby...


*smile*

I miss GiGi! *frown* Where'z GiGi, you say? Uhm...well, since she'z so afraid of everyone, I took her back to be with her mom, brothaz and sisterz...just for a little while...until she calmz down. You should have seen her when she got to the house... You would have thought that she just took like a triple dose of speed pills... Princess Gigi was blitzin' around the house like a bat outta hell, and biting EVERY puppy, dog, man or woman in sight... She was soooooo happy to be back wit' her family... She didn't whine not one time when someone tried to pick her up, or pee on herself when there was a loud noise...she was in puppy heaven... *smile*

My aunt asked me what I had done to the dog to make her so wild... She waz just runnin full speed everywhere, and fighting every puppy that stood in her way... Awww... I miss my baby... I don't know how long I'ma leave her over there... I didn't think I was gonna miss her so much... Don't get me wrong...it was GREAT sleeping until 12 today, without waking up to puppy teeth on my hair...but I miss her runnin aimlessly around the house, lookin' for somethin else to destroy... *smile* I want my puppy back!!!

I didn't do anything last night...I was gonna go to Buckhead and flirt, but I was malnutritioned from not eating anything all day, that I was too weak to ride in traffic and put up wit' all the ATL noise... "Hey Shawty... Wat up Pimp? Shyt... Chillin... Fa' Sho..." Maybe next weekend...

Well itz Sunday, so I need to start cookin'... Tonight's Menu: Jerk Chicken... Mmmmm... I can already taste it... *smile*

Lataz

[[..::Thiz pic iz of me and 2 kidz from Prep B... [[o0o Lauren and Kari o0o]] I miss them too...*sniff*..::]]




:: 3:21:00 PM [+] ::
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