:: my thoughtz ::

:: 8.08.2003 ::

Itz Official...
No Kidz For Me...


Itz Official...I am no longer having kidz... As much as I love children...their cute little faces...the way they laugh and play...the way they look when they sleep... IT'Z A COVER UP!!! If raising a puppy iz lyke raising a child, then I DON'T WANT ANY!!! Thiz little nig'let iz driving me crazy!!! She won't let me sleep when I wanna sleep...and she'z spoiled...and I keep spoiling her!!! *smile* First off, she whines about EVERYTHING! She'z so scary... She won't let anyone but me, my roommate and Rain touch her without going into Cardiac Arrest... Rain and I took her to PetSmart the other day, and people were ooo'in and ahhh'in at her, and then when they try and pet her, she screamz like someone iz shovin' a stick up her @$$... *smile* If the sun was out, I can almost guarentee that she'd run away from her own shadow...I can almost guarentee it!

Secondly, thiz damn bed schedule iz gonna have to change..."quick, fast, and in a hurry..." - Kamarah - She goes to bed sporatically throughout the day, and becomes a missionary soldier pup at night... She won't knock-out for shyt at night time, and when I'm sleepy...she wants to BTB... Lesson 1: When GiGi sleeps, Ryan sleepz... She went to bed last night around 1, but I was busy playin PS2, so I didn't go to bed until around 2...2:30. BIG MISTAKE! At 2:30, when I turned the lightz out, Princess GiGi growled...then fell back asleep...or at least thatz what she led me to believe... La La La...5 A.M. rollz around and what do I hear...ALL IN MY DAMN EAR!?!? "Arf...Arf...wake up! I'm ready to pee!" *smile* So, I take her outside...and thiz little mutha' unleashes the weakest urine sample I've ever witnessed in my life... I would have rather her pee all on my carpet, than to wake me up to take her out for a teaspoon of piss...

So, we come back inside...and I'm thinkin' we're going back to bed...well...me to bed and she to floor...right? Wrong! Princess GiGi...during her millisecond urination period, decides that she iz now too good to sleep on the floor, and requests a spot in the bed...HELL NO! Ok, well HELL NO! for like 10 minutes of whining and attempts to leap on my king-size Sealy Posture-Pedic (yea right...I can feel the lumps in the bed in the apartment below me...). So, I let the little brat in the bed, and we sleep...ok, we nap...only to be awoken an hour and a half later of puppy breath sleep by the Princess..."Ok, I'm not tired anymore...time to get up!" So, I'm up...thanx to Princess GiGi...and Itz now Official...I'm not having children... THE END.

OoOoOo...she'z asleep...I shall do the same...we'll see how long thiz lastz...lataz.



:: 10:51:00 AM [+] ::
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Jagged Edge...
Walked Outta' Heaven...


Aiight...finally a new song...*smile*

Hey...I have a question... Just curious, doesn't Rain sorta walk outta' heaven too?!? *smile* Awww...ain't that sweet!?!? Aww...




:: 8:39:00 PM [+] ::
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August 4th, 2003...
I'm Doing Better...


3 dayz...whooo!!! Soon it'll be every single day...*smile* Ok...I'm lyin'...but itz gettin' better...gotta admit that! *smile*

Ok, let'z see...what has gone on enuff to note..??? Hmmm...Ok, well I took GiGi back Monday afternoon, but I missed her sooo much that I had to get her back... Rain went to my aunt's house and picked her up for me, so I had 2 of my favorite ladiez to play with all day yesterday...GiGi iz the laziest puppy I've ever encountered...she'll put up a nice little "BTB" (Big Toe Bite) fight for like a strong 3 minutes, then itz off to bed... She sleeps all day, and then when I want to sleep...like at 7AM...she wants to bite on my braids and wake me up! *smile* If itz gonna be like this, I don't think I want kids as much as I used to...*smile*

I had so much fun with Rain yesterday... After she and Gigi came over, we joked and played like two little lames...( well she was lame...I'm NEVER lame... ) I still find myself just lookin' and laughin' at her and the thingz she sayz sometimez...*smile* She'z about az goofy az the law allowz, but I love it! She has the ability to make me laugh without trying...and she'z almost as cute as GiGi... I couldn't ask for anything more...

Jamar and Antonio ( counselorz in the PREP/MITE programz ) came by a little later that evening, and I cooked for everyone...( I'm just a genuinely nice guy, huh? ) I just bought NBA Street Vol. 2, and they tapped my @$$ all night...after they left, we went to bed...only to be awoken by Princess GiGi...at 8am...thanx for the extra hour of sleep G...I appreciate it. *smile*

I think itz way past time for me to change the song on the page... The new song will be up shortly...like now! I think I'ma use JE'z new song...I haven't decided yet... Anyway, I posted a new pic of me and GiGi... She's still working on her camera shyness...thiz tyme she blinked when I took the picture...itz cute tho'...so I left it... I'm not really as hardcore as I like to look in these pics...itz just that GiGi iz too damn tiny and cute lookin' to look hard, so I'm tryin to make up for the both of us... If I smile in a pic wit G, you might as well chalk me up as a Fudge Packer...( If you don't know...ask somebody...wait...better yet...If you don't know...you're dumb! *smile* ) Aiight, I'm about to sneak in a nap real quick before GiGi wakez up...lataz



:: 8:31:00 PM [+] ::
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August 4th, 2003...
I'm Doing Better...


Hey...4 dayz...thatz better than nothin'...

Prep iz over! YAY! I'm free!!! *smile* Well...sort of. I have jury duty next week...and then I'm free! *smile* My momz said that they arent gonna pick me...they just wanna make me come in and waste my time! I'ma make sure they don't choose me... I'ma say I hate white, black, hispanic,asian and indian people...I hate gays...lesbians...homo-SAPIENS...homo-ANYTHING! I'm sure after they see how racists and biased I am, I'll get sent home... But, knowin' my luck...they'll put me on the Kobe Trial and I'll be in court for months! *smile*

I saw Rain the other day...we went to the mall lookin' for sneakerz and stuff...she got mad at me because Blackbriar (actually called Greenbriar...but itz so ghetto that people call it Blackbriar) closed before we got there, because she had to pick me up...and she didnt get the shoez she wanted... It didn't last long though...she can't stay mad at me! *smile* Gotta love me! She said she'z not goin' to the mall with me anymore...she sayz that I alwayz look at otha' gyrlz and stuff...For the record, that iz a lie...I sometimes catch a glance at another female, but I never gauk at em... I kept messin' wit' her by tellin' her to look at gyrlz wit' me...since I look so much anyway...she might as well look too! *smile* She didn't find that too amusing...*smile* Oh, and she also sayz that I am a flirt... Once again...for the record...I am NOT a flirt... I just like messin' and jokin around with people... When we went to see Bad Boys 2, I kept messin' with this UG'LASS (ugly + ass) gyrl behind the ticket counter, but Missy Rain sayz I waz flirting...NEGATIVE!!! I was just tryin' to get a discount on my ticket...shyt maybe some free popcorn...you'd be surprised how much you can get from people when you're nice to em...or when you flirt the right way...*smile* (j/k)

I bought Rain somethin', but I kno' she'z gonna read this...so I'm not gonna say what it is...or when I'ma give it to her, but here'z a hint...it ranges from the price of some gum, to the price of an Escalade...somewhere in there...*smile* Hope that helps!

I got my puppy today! She's right here lickin' my big toe as I type...*smile* She's so lucky! Sooooo many ladiez wish they could have the opportunity to lick my toes on a nightly basis...*smile* (j/k) Anyway, I'm just dog-sitting her for the night...I'm testin her out to see if I like her, and if I can handle her... She just pee'd on my carpet, but it was close to the paper, so I'm not mad at her...she tried. I took a pic of us together...aren't we precious?!? *smile* That waz so gay...Anyway, I think she's about to fall asleep, so I'ma go catch some z's before she wakes back up...lataz



:: 12:34:00 AM [+] ::
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