:: my thoughtz ::

:: 1.21.2003 ::

Livin'
Pretty good...


Whatz up?

Alot of new thingz have happened wit me since the last time I wrote...but, in order the maintain the way I'm feelin (which iz good) and to avoid dumb comments by people, I'm just give a base of whatz been goin on, without going into too much detail...

Startin' with school...school iz going good so far...I have a test Wednesday in my Phyzicz class, but I have a really good prof. and I'm sure I'll do well on it...So I'm not worried...Uhmm...as for work, I quit the YMCA last Friday. Ever since I had been working there, they allowed us to wear hatz, doorags, etc...because we play and watch children all day...so it was kool...but all of a suddent they want to enact some no hat, no rag, no this, no that...what I call NIGGER LAWS that sayz that we can't do what I have been doing since day one. No one could explain why my hat all of a sudden causes a hinderance with my ability to change a diaper or throw a ball to a child, so I quit. Hidden racism...I aint got time for it...So I bounced. I have an interview with this lady for another job tomorrow....it payz $10/hr...where the Y only paid $7.50, so I'm not trippin'...I just need to get this job quick so I can get back in the money market...ya heard?

I talked with thiz lady that works at the CDC (where I really wanna work when I finish school) and she was really trying hard to help me, and I just might be working there next semester and then post-grad if everything goes well...I'm excited. Only thing bad iz that I'ma have to cut my Prince's lock (my braids...i got that from Coming to America)...If I'm gettin a phat check, they can have my hair...it only took me 3 yrs to grow, but it was touchin my neck after 1, so if I miss it once I get my feet in the door, I could always grow it back...but in order to get to the top of the ladder, you have to climb from the bottom...and in the world we live in, itz hard for niggaz with braids and diamond earringz to get people (THE MAN) to listen to them with braidz in their hair...but after you show em' what you can do, they dont care if you come to work wit a hoop in ya lip...az long as you're makin' moves within the company...so, if thatz what it takes...I'll cut it...but until then...anyone kno how to braid? I need some new braidz for all star weekend...

In closing, as most of you know, N and I had a falling out and I said that I, "took N out of my life for good"...but we're back kool again...she came over...we really sat and talked...(in the closet...lol)...we aired some thingz out...and as of now, we're kool. We might actually be a little closer...as friends...than we were before...We chilled and watched movies Saturday night, and then Sunday, I went over to her house and kicked it wit she, her lil sista (I love that kid)...and her mom...It was kool...I ended up falling asleep watchin' Minority Report and spent the night ova there on the couch...*smile*

N iz my friend...and if you think I'm dumb for takin her back after all she'z done, then maybe you don't know what it meanz to be a friend...She and I got some time before I can start lookin to wife her up again, but throwin' away all we had in such a short period of time would be dumb...I love her fam...I love her as a person...the way she makez me feel and laugh when we're together...itz just somethin' you wanna keep...maybe I'm just a sucka for a skinni PR...who knowz...Anyway, itz 2:30 and I have an interview to go to...let me get my rest...lataz


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