:: my thoughtz ::

:: 1.05.2003 ::

Thanx
For all the luv...


Hey everyone!

I just want to say thankyou to everyone for all the well wishes and advice that I've gotten...I never got as many responses from my blog before...even from people I've never even met before...*smile* I really appreciate it...

I know everyone wantz to know the status between N and I...*smile*...I won't go into detail, because I feel lyke I've told this story 100x, but she and I are friendz still...she explained to me what really happened, and I took it as truth...thingz weren't as I drummed them up to be...but yet and still...she could have called to say she wasn't coming and I told her about it...and she admitted that yes, she could have found 5 minutes to call and tell me what happened...

So, right now...we're chillin'...I mean, we're friendz...but at least I'm not pressing anything...she and her man (ex), whatever he iz...need time to figure out what they're going to do about their 'ship...I'm not tryin' to involve myself with someone who has baggage that still shows up unannouced, etc. What if I'm over there when he decides to just pop up without a ride home? You think i'ma just be lyke, "Oh, I'll wait here...I'll go home...call me later?" Uhm....no! I'm not gonna let N go as a friend, but I'm not going to just sit around and wait for him to get over her...thatz something they need to work out...when she'z ready...she knowz she has a spot in my heart...but just like he needs to move on from her and she from him...I need to move on from the situation...

I hope that helps everyone that keeps askin me whatz goin on...*smile* If you're still confused...I will sum it up...N and I are still friendz...I still like her alot...but, she and her man need time to work thingz out, and I need to give them that before I think about makin N my one and only...because it won't be fair to me to make her my one and only, when on the flip...i'm not herz...feel me? I hope so... Anyway, school startz back tomorrow...great! I'm so excited!! (sarcasm) I hate school! 2 more semesters...then I'm done...I just wanna graduate...apply to CDC for a job, and work on my plan to go to grad. school for Child Psychology...wish me luck...I have to go to bed early tonight so I can wake up...because I been chillin' ALLLLLLLL break...*smile*...I'll write more later...Oh, I just wanna give a shout out to all the haterz that thought Miami was gonna beat OSU...itz ok...ya'll have next year...and another special shout for the non-believers that didn't think that the Falcons would beat Green Bay...IN GREEN BAY...IN THE PLAYOFFS...IN THE SNOW!!! Any given Sunday...or in our case...Saturday...anything can happen...never count anyone out in the playoffs...aiight?

Lataz!




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