:: my thoughtz ::

:: 12.20.2002 ::

NaS
God'z Son...


What up? I hadn't really done anything up until last night, so thatz why I haven't written anything...So I have an excuse...Anyway, last night...me and L went to thiz club called "Level 3" and we got to see NaS perform...L iz a huge NaS fan...when I say huge...I mean thiz nigga knowz NaS betta than NaS knowz himself...trust! Anyway, we got to the club around 11, and I had my doubtz that dude waz even comin', because it wasn't until lyke 2:30..maybe even 3, before he even came on stage...but when he did...the club waz hot! I was gettin bounced around like a pin ball, but I still managed to have fun...It was funny to see how niggaz thatz supposed to be hard, turn into groupiez when they see a superstar...these dudez behind me were tryin their hardest to get to the front and be near NaS...and I'm lyke, "well damn...when you get to the front, what are you gonna do? Touch his leg? How FLAMBOYANTLY gay iz that?" Regardless...I had madd fun...He only performed for like 30-40min, but it was tight...I was up front and havin' fun...N&P were there...we saw them earlier that night and danced with them a few times...N had on her "f**k him" skirt...she had a lil' spat wit' her homeboy or whatever, so she said "f**k him" for the night and wore her "f**k him" skirt...If you've ever seen Martin'z, "You so crazy"...then you'd know what I'm talkin' about...Martin said that when a gyrl getz in a fight wit' her man and he tries to say she can't go somewhere or he tries to spoil her night, she goes out in her dress or skirt that she knows he wouldn't want her to wear out...he called it her "f**k him" dress...because by wearin' it, she'z sayin' "f**k him...f**k him gyrl.." and she goes on to have a fun night...She waz lookin nice though...I don't give her complimentz to her face cuz I don't lyke gassin' no one'z head up, but she was by far the sexiest gyrl in L3 that night...by far. I aint get no numbaz last night...not because I got rejected...pleaz...*smile*..nah, but like I said...N was prolly one of...if not the baddest chyk in there...so what waz the point, nah mean? Anyway, we (L,Mo,Me,friendz of ourz) are supposed to be goin' to see Denzel'z new movie tonight...it looks lyke itz gonna be really good...I'll make sure and post my feelinz on the movie sometime tomorrow...Uhm...I think thatz it...holla at'cha lataz...



:: 2:11:00 PM [+] ::
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5 Dayz Late...
Oops...


I didn't realize it had been so long since I've written in here...sorry. Uhm...I really don't even remember what I've been doing these past dayz...I've had fun though...been bored a couple timez...but then found somethin' to do...*smile*

I am supposed to go see the movie "Drumline" wit my friend PG from school today, but I'm goin' to the Y to play ball at 7, so I don't know what time we're goin' to go. Her fam' iz Jamaican...aint that special? I used to have a huge crush on her like 2 yearz ago...but shh...don't tell nobody...Well, I wouldn't call it a crush...I just used to like her for alot of reasonz...we just didn't click at the time...I was alwayz nervous around her...I still am sorta...I don't know why...I'm not myself around her...but I've gotten better about it since I stopped lykin' her as much...she'z a sweetheart tho'...we should have fun...

Lakia iz back home...I think she'z washin my hair sometime thiz week...I'm thinkin' of cuttin it, but I don't have the gutz to put it in stone...I like my hair when itz braided and washed...but I hate tryin to find someone to do it all the time...nah mean? I need to find me a gyrl that can braid and bun up wit her...My friend Crystal'z roommate, Robin can braid...and my GOD...iz she beautiful? *hot flash* Anyway..she'z too tall for me tho'...but if God wakes me up to 6'0 tomorrow morning, I will be over there in a heartbeat...ya heard? *smile*

If i don't go to the moviez tonight, I think I'ma just go to Blockbuster and make it a Blockbusta' Night...I need to go out and find my New Year'z love...New Year'z Love? What'z that? I've never had anyone to spend New Year'z with...we were alwayz in Jamaica, or I was single at the time...well...I'm single now...so I need to get on it so I can have someone to watch the Apple, Peach, Watermelon....whatever it iz...Drop! I thought that by thiz tyme, N would be my bun, but thingz don't alwayz work out like in the moviez...ya know? But I got time...I have someone in mind anyway...and they just might have me in mind...ya neva know...*knock on wood*...wouldn't wanna jinx anything...

I talked to Sheila yesterday...*smile*..if you don't know who she iz, you'd have to scroll back in the Archive to lyke 3-4 monthz ago when we were fallin' all ova each other...we had a falling out..but thankz to me *just kidding squirrel* (us) thingz are slowly gettin back to normal...She can be a treasure when she wantz...or she can be a *bleep* when she wantz to too! (*bleep* = curse word...for you dummies!) Hopefully, we won't have anymore fallin' outz...only time will tell...

Uhm...I think thatz all I wanted to say for today...wish me luck on the court...I'm lyke the smallest dude playin' out there, so pray for me...I get hurt every week...but still I rise...I RISE!!! *** thatz an original piece...for all u haterz that think Mrs. Maya Angelou wrote that! ***

Oh, before I go, I want to make a short list of what I want for X-mas...for whoever cares about me and wants me to have a Merry X-mas...I love u all...well all of you that hook me up for X-mas...everyone else...you aiight...but you getz no love!

Rion'z X-mas List
1. Money for Rimz (I want some 20inch Momo Vantagez...and I can't afford them on MY salary!)
2. Stitched football/basketball/baseball jerseyz (throwbackz a plus!)
3. Clothes from Structure (Express Men...either way)
4. Someone special in my life (yes, you're special mommy...but I didn't mean mommy special, ok? I know you were about to cry...)
5. A puppy (I'ma alwayz love you Copper!)

Thatz it for now...i will definitely think of more later...bye 4 now...


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