:: my thoughtz ::

:: 4.22.2004 ::

Holla Back...
The Blog Iz Moving...


I'm moving my blog to a new location... Holla at ya boi' for the new address...

GTigger0101@aol.com iz my email address... Hope to hear from you... I got alot of new pics of me and the missez posted...*smile*

Lataz


:: 8:18:00 PM [+] ::
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April 8, 2004...
Today was a better day...


Hey! I forgot to come back and write like I said I would...but thatz nothing less than normal, so I don't feel TOO bad... *smile* Anyway... I'm feeling a little better today than usual... Which iz good... My classes went well for once... I'm actually seeing the light at the end of the tunnel... My grandfather looked pretty good today... And I have my first baseball game in lyke 5 years today!!! *smile* I'm so excited! I'm probably gonna suck major ballz, seein' as though I haven't picked up a baseball in forever, but I'm still gonna make fun out of it... We have a practice game today, so I may or may not play... Depending on how comfortable I feel...and depending on my health...

Oh yeah... about that! I went to the doctor yesterday, because I was having trouble breathing and I found myself short of breath REALLY, REALLY quickly... Come to find out that I'm "allergic" to pollen now... And this week is supposedly the worst week if you have allergies... So I'm fighting for dear life just to breathe in between classes, walkin around campus... So, I don't know how well I'm going to be to play baseball at full strength tonight... I was given 4 different medicines...including an inhaler to use in case I have a "pollen attack"... LOL! I really wanna play though, so I'm gonna take all the medicine before I leave, and pray to God that I don't die...

Uhm... Thatz about it for now... Happy Birthday L!

Lataz

P.S.

If I can get someone with a camera to take some pictures of me playing, I will post them as soon as I get them... Wish me luck!!!



:: 3:46:00 PM [+] ::
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Usher...
Can You Handle It...


Like I said before... The whole CD iz hott... So thiz iz another one of my favorites... Itz startin' to push his head towardz the top of my favoritez... Anyway, enjoy... I'll write a little later...




:: 8:45:00 PM [+] ::
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Taking Thingz...
To The Extreme...


I really hope it was that serious...


:: 2:27:00 AM [+] ::
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I'm Back...
For A Limited Time Only...


I'm sorry I've been absent for so long... I just haven't really had the time...or made the time, rather... to write. I actually have alot of my plate this month...to ensure graduation, so I can't promise that this won't be the last entry until May... But, briefly... Lemme touch on a few major pointz...

Grandpa...
My grandfather is still in the hospital... He's basically still day to day... Some days he's doing really good...and on others, he's not so good... I love him to death, but I hate seeing him like that, and I really don't like going to the hospital to see him... I know that he needs me, and he likes to see me and have me play around with him, so I still go about every other day... I just want him to get better... Ya know? *frown*

Graduation...
I'm scheduled to graduate on the 1st of May... I have so much to overcome before that day, its sickening... I don't wanna type about it, because its going to depress me...but just know that if I do happen to pull this out... It will be the greatest accomplishment of my life... I hate GT with a passion and I will never step foot in another Georgia Tech classroom for the remainder of my time on this earth, after the day I cross that stage... They're lucky I wasn't asked to speak at graduation... I'd... WhoOo! Just be glad Georgia Tech!!! BE GLAD!!!

Love Interestz...
Nikii iz the love of my life... She iz the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I don't see my life without her... I'm just so lucky to have her in my life and I hope we never part... *muahz* Love you Babi... You better be at my first game! and I mean it!!!

Gigi
I think she uses drugz when I'm not home... THE END. Thiz bytch iz crazy... lol!

Ok... Thatz all I can think of at the moment... I hope to write more later...but i can't make any promisez... Calc 12 Test tomorrow... Wish me luck!



:: 7:32:00 PM [+] ::
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Usher...
Superstar...


The whole CD iz pretty hot, but this song has definitely gotta be one of my new favorite songz... I dedicate it to my newest love interest Nikii... Writing about my personal life caused alot of problemz recently, so from now on, I'ma have to be less specific about what I talk about... Anyway, she'z my Superstar... So thiz iz for you ma'... I love you... *muah*



:: 7:13:00 PM [+] ::
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Anthony Hamilton...
Charlene...


Song I'm feelin' right now...



:: 6:21:00 PM [+] ::
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The End...
Itz Outta My Hands...


Watz Up?

Uhm... I just gotta drop thiz real quick and get it ova wit... Uhm... Due to reasonz beyond my control...mostly because of outside influences, me and Rain are about to call it quitz... I'm a "thug" and a "player", and if thatz how people feel about me, I don't want to be a part of it... The six that seperatez us iz only an excuse for ignorance, but I'ma let them have it... I'ma still love her regardless, but for right now... I think it'z best that I just end it now before "outside forces" try and tinker with her life and emotionz... Thatz it for now... I hope that makez everyone thatz so concerned happier... *wink*

Lataz

P.S.
#4 iz still 4 you...

Boondocks...


:: 5:55:00 PM [+] ::
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Spring Break...
Time To Kick It...


Ahhh... Spring Break... Too bad I can't afford to go to Miami like I planned... I would have really had alot to write about...lol. It feelz good to not have to wake up and do work, but I think I'm going to crack open a book or two tomorrow and catch up on some of the classes that I've fallen behind in... My cousin Maurice iz back in town, so I think me, him and L are gonna go kick it tonight... Everything iz kool otherwise... I just need to find someone to braid and wash my hair so I can go to church tomorrow... All my ladiez (that wash/braid) are out of town for break... *frown* If I could do it mysel, I would... But, regardless of wat u think... Thiz hair is hard az hell to deal wit... Itz that Jamaican bushboi, peaz n' peppa'grain in me... *smile*

Anyway, I need to shave and shower, so I can get outta here...

Lataz...

Boondocks...


:: 7:49:00 PM [+] ::
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Boondocks...
Playin' a little Catch-Up...


Here are all the Boondocks stripz that I missed since the last time I posted one...

Friday, Feb. 27, 2004


Friday, Feb. 28, 2004


Friday, Feb. 29, 2004


Friday, Mar. 1, 2004


Friday, Mar. 2, 2004


Friday, Mar. 3, 2004


Friday, Mar. 4, 2004


Friday, Mar. 5, 2004


:: 1:42:00 AM [+] ::
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The Fight...
It Ain't Over...


Damn... Itz been since last Friday, huh? Oops... Sorry to keep you in anticipation... I just haven't gotten around to writing...

Well, I guess I'll start with the obvious... My grandfather... Well...uhm...by the grace of God...and by the strength of family, my grandfather is still here with us, and he's actually doing better. Friday was supposed to be the day when we had a family meeting about what to do about his condition, and we were most likely going to just take him off of the respirator and let him go peacefully... It seems like just when everyone was ready to call it quits (including the doctors), God sighed and said, "Look at the amount of love and joy this one person has brought to so many people... I can't take him away...not yet". I mean, my cousins from New York flew in... Maurice and his friend drove down from Tennessee, and all of us that were already here, all piled into his cramped hospital room, and it was like the elixir (sp?) that no doctor could ever concoct.

I have gone to see him every other day since Friday, and he really seems to be responding well. They are trying to ween him from the air machine, and that was one of his major problems before, but miraculously...he's doing pretty good now... They take him off the respirator for about 4 hours a day and they will steadily increase the amount of time that he'll be taken off, until he's off completely.

Itz so weird tho... Itz like he knew that he was on the brink... The day my mother called and told me about what the family was most likely going to do about his condition, I went to see him, and it was really hard. He looked dark, and just completely out of it... It was like he wasn't even the same person... 24 hours later, when the whole family comes to see him...he'z bright, smiling, and just chillin... I'm surprised he didn't ask me for a rum and coke...*smile* Its funny how God works... It really is... I haven't been to church in a minute, but I really need to start going back, so I'ma prolly go to Rain'z church this Sunday... I just hope they don't attack me with biblical questions, and try and get me to join a cult or somethin'...lol. (j/k)

Speakin' of Rain... I have a really great gyrl... I really mean that... I can be really difficult to deal with at timez, and somehow...someway... She still putz up wit me... and I gotta love her for that... I'ma work at not bein' AS difficult az I am, but I'm spoiled... and when shyt doesn't go my way, I make excuses and place blame on othaz, to make it seem like I'm the victim... *smile* I got a way of twistin shyt around to make it look like I haven't done anything wrong, and the other person has... Hey, what can I say? Itz a gift... *smile* Nah, but on the real... Thiz one here iz special... I can't keep jerkin' her around and expectin' her to be there when I'm done with my fit... So, Duki... If you read thiz... I'm sorry... I'ma work at it... Just gimme a lil' time... 20+ yearz of havin' ur way, can't be fixed overnight... P.S. Blame my mom! Not me!!! *smile*

Friday, after we all left the hospital, we all went back to my momz house for food and just to have family time... I love my fam... I could kick it with my grandma, my uncles, aunts and cousinz, and have just as much, if not more fun than I do wit' my fellaz... Anyway, Rain stopped by, and it really made my day... We were playin' dominoes (The REAL way)... holdin' it down for JA and erry'thing, and she sat by me az "daddy" ran everyone off the table... She even tried to play a couple hands herself, and she did pretty good... I mean...she ain't no Hollywood Cole...but what can I say? She tried... She definitely got alot of fam' pointz that night... She ain't want none of my aunt'z lasagna, but I don't think that'll hurt her "pointwise" too, too much... *smile* Nah, she'z good... I'll make sure of it...

Anyway, thatz about it... Spring Break iz next week, but I won't be going anywhere... I need to keep my ass at home and get myself "financially stable", so I can start takin' care of these billz and other thingz that I want, but can't afford... So, I'll be workin' this break...(Oh yeah, I got my job back at the Y!... I forgot to tell ya!) I'll keep ya posted if anything new popz off... Until then... I'm out!!!

Lataz

Anotha' Shot of Cliff & Angie in Jamaica... (In the garage)


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